dh turun2..x naik2.

once i step into that field, no one can stop me. i sometimes regretted the fact that i pulled myself out of the kuching team, will eventually will cement my place in the Sarawak rugby team. However, i was young that time. time latihan pusat dkat SHOAW, it was great. every afternoon practices kitorg mmg main semangat giler. sbab padang dkat dgn surau and ptang2 je ade prempuan tudung labuh tgk kitorg main. aku rase agak awkward actually. and akan ade student skolah teknik matang cheers kat kitorg yg tgh main. semangat weyy..dulu aku skeptis dkat player2 shoaw ( the best school in sarawak for rugby ) for being very arrogant and ego. however bile aku train dgn diorang, aku cpat2 dpt adapt with their gameplay. aku rs diorang x mcm yg aku imagine kan. diorang punye teamwork tinggi, support sume players on the field. aku rs semangat nak main. hehe tapi i pulled my self from the team. and the team eventually lost in the finals to miri. i dont know...they lost to miri due to absence of physical presence on-field. btw my reason of quitting was the fact that im conducting my school band. a good excuse though bcoz eventually we the band got the best improvement award that year. sometimes in life we have to let go of something to gain other something that is more meaningful compared to the former something mentioned b4. i dont know. 

and now im in uni, i hardly play bcoz of classes whatsoever. for 1 year i halted my debut..hahaha..and dis year, dis sem, aku nak turun padang. what i miss the most?

1. langgar orang tanpa belas kasihan and x payah mintak maaf right away. mintak maaf lpas match habis. tu pun kalau mnang lah. ;)

2. koyakkan baju team lawan, sape suruh pakai material murah. pakai jersey bola sape suruh. haha..

3. rase bangga masuk padang, spirited, as a team. menang or kalah we are together.

4. perasaan after match. this is the best part. kalau menang tu bayangkan betapa hepinya. dgn bruises, lenguh2. its worth it. 

5. boleh humban manusia sesuka hati sesedap rasa.

6. COOL!

7. COOL!

8. COOL!

hehe...

aku nak main!