im moving.

hello guys..
writing from our own comfort zone really gives a boost of what we wanna write. i just love home. kuching. yeah, bukan kl or n.9...coz i was raised here, for the whole 19 years of my life. although the earlier part of my childhood was spent in selayang..rumah atok aku.

what i wanna write doesnt conjure the whole story, but anyways..aku br lpas kmas barang2, packing semua. nak balik kl esok malam. flight 8.45. i tot this would be the normal balik thingy, leaving home for the sake of studying in uni10, which ive been doing whole-heartedly. but this time, i MAYBE leaving this home for the last time..i dont know..everything seems unclear when abah told us that we're going back to kl (pindah), and this means we'll be living in our own house in seremban. the reason for the transfer, same macam bace bab2 sejarah time skolah dulu. NNS , NNMB, NNMTB, nak digabungkan di bawah satu pentadbiran. nak kurang kan kos pentadbiran dan menyeragamkan quality.

i feel happy, yes thinking that ill be able to balik rumah every weekend, not having to suffer..haha, sbab mls nk pegi makan sendiri...since my family pn dh dekat, it'll be a very big boost for myself and angah, untuk menempa kejayaan yg lebih utuh untuk masa hadapan. haha...yes , im happy.. but some partitions of my heart, telling me not to let go these years that ive spent in sarawak..in this very home of ours. i still remember being transferred from kuching to miri, then to sibu and blk kuching balik. ill write the names of my classmates, or everyone yg dah touched my heart..one by one..reminscing the memories that i had with every single one of them. and ill cry..hahaha..lawak btul bile pkir balik yg i cried..hahah..

regardless of what those people said about how low standard sarawak is..of course most of them have never been here; what they have in mind is coherent with what have been shown in tv, rainforests, rumah panjang, sungai, gunung..GTH!! sarawak isnt about all these things je..bukak minda sikit ok..one of my lecturer ade cakap yang kereta paling mewah dkat sarawak and sabah ialah kancil..hahahahahaa...die x tgk kereta aku lagi..x tgk kereta org sebelah rumah depan rumah belakang rumah taman sebelah kampung seberang lagi. bukak mata please b4 buat conclusions? thanx a lot..

but anyways, this whole transfer thing blum konfirm lagi..tp ura2 is end of this year...but abah said it might change to end of next year, mid, or bile2 sahaja.. but the plan is there. and once it really gonna happen, ill cherish all the time i had here...surely, ill be coming back for .... sake after lots of years..Insya Allah...